Sunday, September 2, 2012
i dont think its fair im more upset than i am angry. and its not fair i miss you more than anything else every night. every morning i wake up counting the hours to when youd come on and i feel nothing less than pathetic. it isnt any fun without you. i dont want it to be this way but idk. sometimes i get really spiteful and i sound like a bitch but i'm sorry. these days all i do is tell myself id be fine without you because i know some day you wouldnt stay for long. and sometimes i dont know if its right that this should end because it's not any easy.
