do you ever question yourself why you're alive when you dont make a difference in anyones life. dont you wish you were dead. but no i can't just die now 16 years my mum's looked after me... the amount of money she's wasted. it's only right if i give in return what she's given to me. the onyl one im living for besides that one boy i love and my best friends. haha hahahhaha fuck my life.