no one understands unless theyve been through self harm. its when you dont know what else to do but take it out on yourself. when you give someone something. everything. and you get nothing in return. it hurts because youve been lied to and cheated on. no one will understand anything about me. trust dont come easy. neither does love. but ive given all my love to you. i cant read your mind. but at the very least i hope you love me too. and if you dont, youll find someone else. and youll be happy. then i know id be happy too.